table of contents . . .

last updated june 3, 2025

content warning: descriptions of self harm, suicide, death, trauma, and abuse. intended for mature audiences (18 and over) only. discretion is strongly advised.

november 2019
1. i'm currently eating a meat stick wednesday, the 13th
2. things have been pretty lonely today saturday, the 16th
3. today, i wrote sunday, the 17th
4. today was a nothing day. monday, the 18th
5. the essays are finished. wednesday, the 20th
6. ██████, you did it! You've successfully submitted your UC application! thursday, the 21st
december 2019
1. hello december sunday, the 1st
january 2020
1. happy new year sunday, the 6th
april 2020
1. . thursday, the 30th
august 2022
1. made it! friday, the 19th
2. mobs so icy wonder why they kill me im just mining saturday, the 20th
3. last day of freedom sunday, the 21st
4. worst first day of school of my life monday, the 22nd