really miss him more than anything, i cant stress this enough. i really hope he can visit me next month.
today is the last day of summer vacation. im sorta looking forward to classes starting tomorrow because i kinda miss the routine of going out to class and having a set schedule every day but im also nervous, naturally. my biomechanics class looks a little daunting but i had prof. ██████████ my freshman year and he was a pretty decent instructor then so i hope that carries over to this upper division class. and my psychology of sport behaviour class seems like the right amount of challenging and easygoing, plus half of it is online which im really looking forward to.
i think what im most anxious about is starting work this week. my supervisor gave me some sorta vague instructions on how to submit my paperwork to payroll (which im going to attempt to do tomorrow) so hopefully i get it all sorted out so i can actually start on time this wednesday. im just really nervous that this is all a test to see how well
my direction-following skills are, but im realizing its really hard to follow directions when theyre not detailed enough. and i dont like
asking questions frequently because it can come across as annoying and clueless and... urhurhgihgkhg i dont know i just really hope everything will smooth itself out once i go to the payroll office tomorrow.
im going to attempt to sleep semi-early tonight since i have to wake up at 6 in the MORNINGGG tomorrow uurghhh not going to be very fun but. maybe itll feel like high
school, like how i would have to wake up at 5:30 every single day and come home super late.
how did i manage to do that every day for like. six years? who knows! im built different for real
goodnight,
ash
p.s. i managed to trim my hair today. i made my bangs a lot shorter and trimmed some of the layers. it doesnt seem that bad especially since i did it all by myself! to be fair its a little difficult to point out mistakes made on black hair since it all blends together,,
